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Title: Dirty Little Secret
Author:

sesheta_66
Beta/Britpicker:

nursedarry
Characters/Pairings: Harry/Draco
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~ 6700
Summary: Having Harry all to himself - meeting up in private and fucking into the wee hours of the morning - is exhilarating, empowering, and more than a little intoxicating. Until it isn't. Somewhere along the way, Draco realised he wanted more. More than Harry is willing to give.

( Draco entered the hotel room and barely had a chance to drop the key on the table before strong hands grabbed him, spun him round, and slammed him face first against the door, wrists pinned above his head. )

Title: In the Blink of an Eye
Author:

sesheta_66
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 100
Challenge:

dracoharry100’s challenge #146 - Blink
Summary: Sometimes rules are not meant to be broken.
Warning: Angst
Disclaimer: The characters contained herein are not mine. They belong to JK Rowling and her publishers. No money is being made from this fiction, which is presented for entertainment purposes only.

( In the Blink of an Eye )

Current Mood: blah

Title: Winter Blues
Author:

sesheta_66
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 500
Warning: Angst
Challenge:

dracoharry100’s challenge #101 - Winter Blues and

awdt's Valentine prompts of #5 - a dozen long-stemmed roses, #7 - Dark secret love, #9 - Strangers in the night, #12 - "You're not the only one who feels this way," and #13 - Love me tender.
Summary: Harry is feeling low and wonders if he'll ever shake the winter blues.
Disclaimer: The characters contained herein are not mine. They belong to JK Rowling and her publishers. No money is being made from this fiction, which is presented for entertainment purposes only.

( Winter Blues )

Current Mood: okay

Well, folks, if you like angst, and if you can handle major character death, this is the fic for you. But at the heart of this story is finding love when you least expect it.

Like I said, if you can handle it, you must go read A Certain Kind of Memory by

jamie2109. It will rip your heart out.

For those that prefer to read these things in one go, she has now posted the prologue (where the link above takes you) and all the chapters. The only thing remaining is the epilogue, which she has said she'll post later this week.

Title: A Certain Kind of Memory
Author:

jamie2109
Rating: NC-17 overall.
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Word Count: Total ~ 92,000 words
Disclaimer: These characters are not mine. I’m really just creating a ‘what if…?’ scenario and playing with them.
Summary: What would you do if you were given less than a year to live?
Warnings: Major Character Death.
Author’s Notes: The story is set some seven years after the end of the war. EWE, though, there is no DH epilogue in this story.

You will not see the character death in this story. It takes place outside the text, between chapter 15 and the Epilogue. If that makes it any easier to read, then please do so and be my guest. My hope was to make this quite an uplifting story of finding love where you least expect it and learning to appreciate the wonderful special moments we sometimes take for granted.

Current Mood: depressed

Title: The Ultimate Betrayal
Author:

sesheta_66
Rating: PG
Word Count: 200
Challenges:

dracoharry100's prompt #56 - "Betrayal," and

hd100's prompt of "heart."
Summary: Harry prepares for his big day.
Disclaimer: The characters contained herein are not mine. They belong to JK Rowling and her publishers. No money is being made from this fiction, which is presented for entertainment purposes only.

( The Ultimate Betrayal )
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Title: When?
Author:

sesheta_66
Rating: PG (though the original is Adult)
Word Count: 700
Challenges:

dracoharry100's prompt #51 - "Window" and my GJ 100_prompts table 037 - "When?"
Summary: Harry's looking for closure, but it escapes him. This is a continuation of The Rain Will Fall and As Darkness Fell, but it can be read on its own.
Warning: Angst
Disclaimer: The characters contained herein are not mine. They belong to JK Rowling and her publishers. No money is being made from this fiction, which is presented for entertainment purposes only.

To start at part 1, click The Rain Will Fall

( When? )

Current Mood: crushed

Title: Shadows at Night
Author:

sesheta_66
Rating: PG
Word Count: 100
Challenges:

hd100's prompt of "crash,"

dracoharry100's prompt #41 of "shadows," and my GJ 100_prompts table #011 - "shadow".
Summary: Fear exists even after the war.
Disclaimer: The characters contained herein are not mine. They belong to JK Rowling and her publishers. No money is being made from this fiction, which is presented for entertainment purposes only.

( I lie awake every night watching the shadows ... )

This was written for

hd_remix, and is a remix of

dm_p's A Beautiful Lie

Title: Welcome Back
Author:

sesheta_66
Betas:

alaana_fair and

melmoe1
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco
Rating: M (original), R (remix)
Warnings: Angst. Not a happy fic.
Summary: (original) - Harry never says anything, but Draco knows. Draco knows he lies awake in bed at night, thinking about his life. (remix) - The story is retold from Harry's point of view, as the memories of his past haunt him and take over his mind, preventing sleep, preventing rational thought.
Word Count: 3180
Disclaimer: The characters contained herein are not mine. They belong to JK Rowling and her publishers. The awesome and original fanfiction story belongs to

dm_p. No money is being made from this fiction, which is presented for entertainment purposes only.

Author's notes: The remix for this is twofold. It tells the story from another character's point of view, and carries on to finish one year after the original. Not DH compliant. All characters are over the age of 18.

( I know that I'm disturbing Draco, preventing him from getting rest, so I lie here, pretending to sleep ... )

Current Mood: accomplished

Title: A Hero's Life
Author:

sesheta_66
Rating: 14+
Word Count: 1760
Challenges: September 07's The Challenge at

dracoharry100 - all three prompts: "A man can be happy with any woman as long as he does not love her"; the picture prompt; and "It's been awhile, but I can still remember just the way you taste."
Warnings: DH spoilers. Angst.
Summary: Is there such a thing as 'happily ever after' for our wizard hero?
Disclaimer: The characters contained herein are not mine. They belong to JK Rowling and her publishers. No money is being made from this fiction, which is presented for entertainment purposes only.

( Harry's mind was a blur ... )

Current Mood: melancholy

Title: Passerà
Author:

sesheta_66
Beta:

charmed310
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Word count: ~9900 words
Genre: angst, romance
Summary: Harry finds himself going through the motions of life. Not sure how he got here, but sure he can't continue on this way, he decides to leave England and the wizarding world behind. But what about Draco?
Author's Note 1: Written for the

hds_beltane fic exchange, as a gift to

frayach. Thanks to

twistedm for all the hard work that went into making the fest a reality!
Author's Note 2: A big thanks to

charmed310, my awesome and speedy beta, who also came up with the absolutely perfect title for this! All remaining mistakes are mine.

( Harry stood next to Draco ... )

Current Mood: accomplished

Title:   Worthy of Love
Author:   sesheta_66
Word Count:   1045
Rating:   PG-13
Pairing:   Harry/Draco
Challenge: "Albus Dumbledore" for hd_angst
Disclaimer:   HP world belongs to JK Rowling. No money made by me - I am only playing.

( Harry awoke to find ... )

Current Mood: cranky

Title:   Not This Time
Author:   sesheta_66
Word Count:   709
Rating:   PG-13
Pairing:   Harry/Draco
Challenge:   "Lord Voldemort" for hd_angst
Disclaimer:   HP world belongs to JK Rowling. No money made by me - I am only playing.

( Draco stormed out of the flat ... )

Current Mood: blah

Title:   At His Wit's End, Part 7 of A Woman Scorned
Author:   sesheta_66
Rating:   PG-13
Word Count:   2797
Pairing/Characters:   Harry/Draco, Hermione, Severus
Challenge:   hd_angst "Severus Snape"
Warnings:   No beta. Please point out any errors you find.
Series Summary: Harry has been kidnapped; he tries to figure a way out, while the Ministry is looking for him, and Draco and Hermione work together to find some other way to get him back home.
Summary:   Draco goes to Severus for help.
Disclaimer:   The characters contained herein are not mine. They belong to JK Rowling and her publishers. No money is being made from this fiction, which is presented for entertainment purposes only.

Part 1 - A Valentine Surprise
Part 2 - The Plan
Part 3 - Without a Trace
Part 4 - A Beautiful Lie
Part 5 - Whatever It Takes
Part 6 - The Best Laid Plans

( Let's call it a day ... )

Current Mood: anxious

Title:   Moving On
Author:   sesheta_66
Word Count:   550
Rating: G
Pairing:   Harry/Draco (pre-slash)
Challenge:   Post-war for hd_angst and 012 Unknown for 100quills
Disclaimer:   HP world belongs to JK Rowling. No money made by me - I am only playing.

( Harry stood transfixed ... )

Current Mood: tired

Title:   Safety
Author:   sesheta_66
Word Count:   187
Rating:   PG-13
Challenge:   Key for hd_angst
Disclaimer:   HP world belongs to JK Rowling. No money made by me - I am only playing.

( What did you just say? )

Current Mood: accomplished

Title:   An Incomplete Picture
Author:   sesheta_66
Rating:   PG-13
Word Count:   1177
Pairing/Characters:   Harry/Draco
Challenge:   AWDT challenge "Read my mind" and hd_angst prompt "Pensieve"
Warnings:   No beta.
Summary:   Draco knows what he saw - but was it the whole picture?
Disclaimer:   The characters contained herein are not mine. They belong to JK Rowling and her publishers. No money is being made from this fiction, which is presented for entertainment purposes only.

( What exactly is your problem? )

Current Mood: accomplished

Title:   Favourite Season (1 of 2)
Author:   sesheta_66
Word Count:   706
Rating:   G
Warning:    No beta. Feel free to point out any mistakes you see.
Challenge:   #32 - "Seasons" for hd_angst
Disclaimer:   HP world belongs to JK Rowling. No money made by me - I am only playing.

( What's Your Favourite Season? )

Current Mood: tired

Title:   As Darkness Fell
Author:   sesheta_66
Word Count:   100
Rating: PG-13
Warning:   Angst
Challenge:   hd100 prompt of "next," dracoharry100 prompt of "coming of darkness" and hd_angst prompt #32 - "touch."
Summary:   A short reflection, immediately following "The Rain Will Fall," this is not quite a sequel.
Disclaimer:   HP world belongs to JK Rowling. No money made by me - I am only playing.

( Harry had no idea what to do next. )

Title:   A Valentine Surprise - part 1 of A Woman Scorned series
Author:    sesheta_66
Rating:   PG-13
Word Count:   842
Pairing/Characters:   Harry/Draco, Ginny, Hermione
Challenge:   Jamie's AWDT challenge "I'll be back," and hd_angst challenge of Valentine's Day
Warnings:   No beta.
Summary:   Ginny has plans for Valentine's Day that don't include Draco.
Disclaimer:   The characters contained herein are not mine. No money is being made from this fiction, which is presented for entertainment purposes only.

( Draco, be reasonable ... )

Current Mood: distressed

Title: The Rain Will Fall
Author:

sesheta_66
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Word Count: 3096
Rating: Adult
Challenge: "Rain" for

hd_angst and

100quills
Warning: Character deaths (not Harry or Draco) and ANGST.
Summary: Harry hates the rain. He reflects on a few of the reasons why.
Disclaimer: HP world belongs to JK Rowling. No money made by me - I am only playing.

( Harry looked out the kitchen window ... )

Current Mood: sad
Current Location: Curled up with a box of tissues
Current Music: Will put on something happy after this.

Title: The Eye of the Storm
Author:

sesheta_66
Team:   Aurors
Word Count: 100
Rating:   G
Challenge:   Leaving Home for

dracoharry100 and Rain for

hd_angst
Disclaimer: HP world belongs to JK Rowling. No money made by me - I am only playing.

( Harry stepped out into the world ... )

Current Mood: content

Title:   The Grand Illusion
Author:    sesheta_66
Rating:   Adult
Pairing:   HP/DM
Summary:   Harry lets Draco into his heart - angst.
Word Count:   626
Genre:   ANGST
Warnings:   No beta.
A/N:   x-posted to harry_draco & harrydraco. Originally posted on hd_boardgame, in response to the "disillusionments" prompt. This is not a happy, fluffy piece.
Disclaimer:   The characters and settings are not mine - they belong to JK Rowling. No money made by me - this is only for my fun and hopefully yours.

( Returning after sixth year was difficult ... )

Current Location: at home

Title: Going Home
Author:

sesheta_66
Word Count: 100 x 3 drabbles
Rating:   14A-ish
Challenge:   A missed opportunity (hd100)
Author's Notes/Warnings:   "Happiness Ever After" drabble, wrapping up the angst with some non-angst. Parts 1-4 linked below, but each is a stand-alone drabble in response to the prompt.

Part 1 Here Part 2 Here Part 3 Here Part 4 Here

( Going home ... )

Title:   In Love We Are Strong
Author:   sesheta_66
Word Count:   100 x 3 drabbles
Rating:   PG-13
Author's Notes/Warnings:   Continuation of angst drabbles - Part 4, in response to hd100 Challenge: Weakness

Part 1 Here Part 2 Here Part 3 Here

Part 4 - With Love Comes Strength ...

Current Mood: accomplished

Author:     sesheta_66
Pairing: Harry/Draco. That's slash people! If you don't like, please don't read.
Rating:   PG-13
Warnings:   Angst, but with resolution. No beta.
Summary:   Second half … Harry tells Ron he's gay. Ron reacts. Angst ensues. Five drabbles (200 words or less each) in the same arc, completed as part of this week's hd_boardgame challenge.
Disclaimer:   Harry, Draco and the rest of the gang, themes, places, etc. belong to JK Rowling. I just borrow them for fun. Sadly, I make no money from this.
Comments:   Yes, please.

Part 1 of 2 can be found here …

( And on to the drabbles ... )

Current Mood: accomplished

Title: Awakenings
Author: sesheta_66

Word Count:   100 x 3 drabbles
Rating: PG
Challenge: Bare
Disclaimer:    Harry, Draco & the rest of the HP universe belong to JK Rowling & her publishers ... I make no money, only have fun.
Author's Notes/Warnings:   Continuation of angst drabbles - Part 3. Written for the "Bare" prompt in hd100

Part 1 Here Part 2 Here

( Awakenings ... )

Current Mood: accomplished

Author:

sesheta_66

Pairing: Harry/Draco. That's slash people! If you don't like, please don't read.
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Angst, angst and more angst. Unresolved as of this posting, but next week there will be a conclusion. No beta.
Summary: Harry tells Ron he's gay. Ron reacts. Angst ensues. Five drabbles (200 words or fewer each) in the same arc, completed as part of this week's hd_boardgame challenge.

Disclaimer: Harry, Draco and the rest of the gang, themes, places, etc. belong to JK Rowling. I just borrow them for fun. Sadly, I make no money from this.

Comments: Yes, please.

( Harry tells Ron he's gay ... )

Conclusion ...

Current Mood: thoughtful

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Dirty Little Secret (H/D, NC-17)
In the Blink of an Eye (H/D drabble, PG-13)
Winter Blues (H/D, PG-13)
A must read ... if you can handle it.
The Ultimate Betrayal (H/D, PG)
When? (H/D, PG)
Shadows at Night (H/D, PG)
Welcome Back (H/D, R)
A Hero's Life (H/D, 14+)
Passerà (H/D, NC-17)
Worthy of Love (H/D, PG-13)
Not This Time (H/D, PG-13)
At His Wit's End - Part 7 of A Woman Scorned (H/D, PG-13)
Moving On (H/D, G)
Safety (H/D, PG-13)
An Incomplete Picture (H/D, PG-13)
Favourite Season (H/D, G)
As Darkness Fell - follows "The Rain Will Fall" (H/D drabble, PG-13)
A Woman Scorned, Part 1 (H/D, PG-13)
The Rain Will Fall - "Rain" prompt
The Eye of the Storm (H/D drabble, G)
The Grand Illusion (H/D, adult)
Going Home (H/D, 14A)
With Love Comes Strength (H/D, PG-13)
Resolution to the ANGST drabbles from last week (H/D, PG-13)
Awakenings (H/D drabbles, PG)
ANGST Drabbles (H/D, PG-13)

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Entries tagged with angst

Dirty Little Secret (H/D, NC-17)

In the Blink of an Eye (H/D drabble, PG-13)

Winter Blues (H/D, PG-13)

A must read ... if you can handle it.

The Ultimate Betrayal (H/D, PG)

When? (H/D, PG)

Shadows at Night (H/D, PG)

Welcome Back (H/D, R)

A Hero's Life (H/D, 14+)

Passerà (H/D, NC-17)

Worthy of Love (H/D, PG-13)

Not This Time (H/D, PG-13)

At His Wit's End - Part 7 of A Woman Scorned (H/D, PG-13)

Moving On (H/D, G)

Safety (H/D, PG-13)

An Incomplete Picture (H/D, PG-13)

Favourite Season (H/D, G)

As Darkness Fell - follows "The Rain Will Fall" (H/D drabble, PG-13)

A Woman Scorned, Part 1 (H/D, PG-13)

The Rain Will Fall - "Rain" prompt

The Eye of the Storm (H/D drabble, G)

The Grand Illusion (H/D, adult)

Going Home (H/D, 14A)

With Love Comes Strength (H/D, PG-13)

Resolution to the ANGST drabbles from last week (H/D, PG-13)

Awakenings (H/D drabbles, PG)

ANGST Drabbles (H/D, PG-13)