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sesheta_66 ([personal profile] sesheta66) wrote2007-03-04 02:52 am
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Favourite Season (H/D, G)

Title:   Favourite Season (1 of 2)
Author:   [personal profile] sesheta_66
Word Count:   706
Rating:   G
Warning:    No beta.  Feel free to point out any mistakes you see.
Challenge:   #32 - "Seasons" for [profile] hd_angst
Disclaimer:   HP world belongs to JK Rowling. No money made by me - I am only playing.

 

When Hermione asked him what his favourite season was, Harry wasn't sure how to answer that question.

A year ago, it would have been an easy answer. The fall. It was the time of year that marked his return to Hogwarts. Of course, officially that was still the summer, but the start of a new year at school was the unofficial beginning of fall. Harry also liked the changing of the leaves, the cooling of the air, and the return to using magic. Returning to Hogwarts felt like coming home.

Sure, winter had Christmas, but that was not always a happy time for Harry. He definitely enjoyed the season more since he entered the magic world, but he was always reminded of the love other people got to share with their families. It was always a painful reminder about the loss of his parents, and just how alone he really was. Even though they had met their end on Hallowe'en night, it was Christmas when he missed them the most.

Spring was a season many people liked best, because it represented a time of rebirth and of new life. To Harry, the only rebirth that spring represented was that of Voldemort. All the beauty of winter - the snow, the ice, the freshness - melted away and turned to dull greys and browns in the spring. It was a rainy, grey, messy season. And ultimately spring made Harry think of the deaths of Sirius and Dumbledore.

He knew most definitely that it wasn't summer, because that meant months with the Dursleys. Sure, his birthday was in the summer, but like Christmas, it only served to remind him of how alone he really was.

But now, this year, he dreaded the fall. It meant that Draco was going to go into harm's way. Snape had kept him safe for part of the summer, since his escape from Hogwarts the night of Dumbledore's death. He had eventually brought him to 12 Grimmauld Place for protection, where he had first been met with disdain, then reluctant tolerance, and eventually acceptance. Everyone now knew that he had only acted to save his mother, who was being tortured by Voldemort. He himself had been tortured countless times, so that he knew the true depth of his mother's suffering, as he continued to fail at his task. He came to them a broken man, but over the summer he begun to heal.

With his healing came his will to live, his will to fight back, and his will to do whatever he could to defeat the madman who had eventually killed his mother. He had worked tirelessly with Harry, Ron and Hermione to try to figure out what and where the remaining horcruxes were. But, despite their best efforts, there were still two remaining, and they were at a dead end.

While they had worked, he and Harry had grown closer. First, as two people with a shared need for justice or vengeance, or whatever it was they felt. Then, as friends. And eventually, as more than that. Harry had found in Draco that part of him that had been missing for so long. He felt whole, complete, and strangely at peace when they were together. Even though they had only been "together" for a short time, Harry knew it was where he was meant to be. Now that Hogwarts was in his past, Harry knew that Draco was his home.

Then yesterday, Draco had dropped a bomb. He had suggested that he would spy for the Order. Voldemort didn't know that he had been to headquarters. He didn't know that Draco had switched sides - not that he was ever truly on the wrong one to begin with. And it was the only way he knew of to discover the identity of the last two horcruxes. Snape was too close to Voldemort to be able to poke around, but Draco would be ignored enough to do some looking around. Besides, Snape would be there to distract Voldemort. It all sounded great to the other members of the Order. To everyone except Harry.

So now that Hermione asked the question about the seasons, Harry thought he hated the fall most of all.

Part B - Sleepless Nights

 

[identity profile] dracolein.livejournal.com 2007-03-04 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Very interesting! I like it that harry could explain everything he felt. There are many Emotions...i really like it^^

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-04 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks. I do like to write angst!

[identity profile] dracolein.livejournal.com 2007-03-04 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I, too. But I didn't saw any angst-storys now^^

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-04 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
This one's kind-of angsty. But I have some older ones in my journal that are REALLY angsty.

[identity profile] dracolein.livejournal.com 2007-03-04 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay I know what I'm going to do now^^
*is reading<<*
It#s funny...angsty is from the german language^^

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-04 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmmm ... I have a German background & never really thought about "Angst" being German for "fear" - hmmm.

[identity profile] ruinithil.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
This is so heartbreaking for Harry! He's going to be so worried, he won't be able to concentrate on what he's supposed to be doing and...nothing good can come of this :(

(but it was a lovely story)

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks. Actually, this is just a snapshot in time, immediately after Hermione asked Harry about his favourite season, and the day after Draco said he was going back into the Death Eater fold as a spy. His emotions were running high, and the question got him thinking about things in his past. I think in a few days, he'll be able to regain focus, to a certain extent. And if not, Hermione will snap him out of it. *nods* No worries!

[identity profile] ruinithil.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, good. I don't want anything bad to happen to them!

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
The Order, all his friends & surrogate family wouldn't let Harry lose focus.

[identity profile] imjustdifrent.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I LOVE YOUR ICON!!!

Okay, I'm done. ♥

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-06 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
It's by [livejournal.com profile] stillaseeker, and you can find it (actually the hotter, full version) here:

http://stillaseeker.livejournal.com/39925.html

"Draco" is Boyd Holbrook, and "Harry" is Brent Tuhtan.

[identity profile] imjustdifrent.livejournal.com 2007-03-06 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, yours is cute, too... but I actually meant the "Crucio- My Anti-Drug" icon.

Thanks, though!

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-06 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Oops! Long string ... I lost track. Heh. Yes, I like her icon too. And being a CSI lover, I got a chuckle out of yours too!

[identity profile] imjustdifrent.livejournal.com 2007-03-07 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Thnx! If you want it, you can have it... I found it another comm and stole it, so no credit or anything if you take it! :D
ext_56019: (What of it?)

[identity profile] auroranq.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
Awwwwww Poor Harry. Couldn't think of one he liked. Only certains things that happened during certain seasons. T-T
*huggles him with Draco then moves into the background to recrd the....results*

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Well, he was asked too soon after Draco announced he was going away, to spy for the Order, so Harry was in that frame of mind. Once the war is over, and Draco is safe again in his bed arms, he will think of all the seasons differently. *nods*

Thanks for reading!

[identity profile] dracoluvah.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
Interesting idea having Draco spy to find info on the other two horcruxes.

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks. They all got frustrated with their lack of progress, and Draco decided to jump into the fray. Harry is not happy about it, though.

[identity profile] dracoluvah.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Of coarse he's not ... would you want your Draco doing that?
I wouldn't!

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
I'd want my Draco snuggled up in bed with me, personally.

But Harry can't always be the only hero.

[identity profile] dracoluvah.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 10:13 am (UTC)(link)
How true! I like when Draco gets opportunties to shine ;-)
(then as a reward he can be all snuggly in bed)

[identity profile] dracolein.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 12:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I think Draco should stay in bed...with harry<< Watching is alittle bit more interesting +gg* ( if you are a girl)

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Not a bad idea ... but this was supposed to be angst ... so the snuggling in bed has to come later, 'kay?

[identity profile] dracoluvah.livejournal.com 2007-03-06 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
Mmmmmmmmmm :-)
(and I am a girl)

[identity profile] dracolein.livejournal.com 2007-03-06 11:03 am (UTC)(link)
(So Do I)*loves Draco* *knuff* Em...yeah..or maybe harry Draco and a Girl okay...I shut up...

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, Draco needs his time in the spotlight ... and not just as the bad guy.

I think it's safe to say that he will get lots of snuggle time with Harry when all this is over.

I call for a ReWrite!!!

[identity profile] imjustdifrent.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
NO! I demand that you write a Part B. Total opposite of this one.

Hermione asks which season Harry hates the most, and he can't figure out which one. It's not Fall, because that's when he defeated Voldemort, ensuring Draco's safety and avenging deaths everywhere. It's not Summer, because that's when Draco and Harry got married and announced that to everyone that their love was forever. And with Spring came their twins, a little boy with bright green eyes and the smartest baby you ever met... and a little girl, with Papa's silver eyes and Daddy's messy hair and the wickedest, most Slytherinest attitude you ever did meet.

And winter? Harry could never hate winter, because with winter comes Christmas, one of the happiest holidays of his life, because now he has a family and somebody who loves him....

See? Your story is cool and all, but I need my fluff. =)

Re: I call for a ReWrite!!!

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-05 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
*cracks up*
*will take under advisement*

*points to challenge* ... um ... it was for hd_angst ... so I wrote, um, angst?
*giggles* Perhaps a part B will appear somewhere else this week? *ponders* Psst ... that's a hint, by the way!

Thanks for reading and commenting.

Re: I call for a ReWrite!!!

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-06 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
Part B - "Sleepless Nights" is now posted on [livejournal.com profile] hd_100: http://community.livejournal.com/hd100/282366.html

It's not the complete opposite (although I liked your suggestion) ... but it is resolution.

Re: I call for a ReWrite!!!

[identity profile] imjustdifrent.livejournal.com 2007-03-06 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Oooh, goodie!

[A sequel is better than nothing, I suppose.]

[identity profile] lackofmendacity.livejournal.com 2007-03-06 12:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh wow, the last line tied in so nicely with the title and beginning of your fic! *thumbs up* :)

The tone of your fic is rather sad, but there's still hope that Draco will be okay, right? Right? *pleading look*

Anyway... *runs off to read Part B*

[identity profile] sesheta-66.livejournal.com 2007-03-06 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Thanks. Hope you enjoyed part B too.